Saturday, October 06, 2018
Do you know that I will probably live with a disability the rest of my life. But thank God that I could still use my left limbs of my body like I could stretch my left arm and I could bend my left arm and I could open and close my left hand and the fingers that is on my left hand too. In fact I could draw and paint and sculpt different things out of clay and I can even drive a electric wheelchair and a three and four wheel motor scooter with my left hand too. I can stretch and bend my left leg and I even could bend and stretch my left foot and I could stretch and curl my left toes those function comes to me so, so, easy. But I do have a hard time with the functions on the right limbs of my body like it is hard to bend my right leg. Because I would have to concentrate and it is hard to bend my right foot and it is hard for me to curl my right toes too. That means that I have to concentrate really , really hard to curl my right toes.. But the left side of my brain would not send a message to my toes that is attach to my right foot and to curl my right toes things I am afraid to say do not come to easy for me they be come hard but things are easy for me if I am using my left limbs of my body and it kind of feel like I am having a tug of war with the right and left limbs of my body like when I am walking with my four prong cane or with my hemi walker. I can hold my hemi walker just like a cane accept a hemi walk is much wide like a great big giant A so that I could walk better. I could stretch my left arm to grab on to the handle bar with my left hand and I could in fact walk by moving my four prong cane or my wide hemi walker with my left arm and hand too and I would take a step with my left leg and foot too while I curl my left toes. But some times I will lean on the weaker limb of my body that is my right leg and foot then I would in fact loose all of my concentration and then I would fall down that is why I have got a helmet well I have got a baseball helmet. Because when I am concentrating walking outside there is the brightness of the sun that is in the sky and the baseball helmet got a real strong viser to protect my eyes so that I will not be blinded by the brightness of the sun. And a helmet is good for me to wear on my head so that I will not get another head-injury or of being a quadriplegic that mean four of your limbs are effected by the real bad accident. So that is why I have to concentrate and I have to focus really, really, had when I walk by holding on to my four prong cane with my very, very good and strong left arm and hand too When I am sitting on the seat of my four medium size wheel dark red motor scooter I like to grab the handle bars with my left hand so that I could control the lever with my thumb so that I could make my four medium size wheel dark red motor scooter to go back wards and for ward. But when I use my right hand to control my four medium wheel dark red motor scooter I am in for very serious trouble. Because the thumb on my right hand would just stay pressed down on the lever of my motor scooter which that could make me tip my whole motor scooter over and getting in a really, really, bad head-injury so bad that I would have to get some stitches in my head. So that is why I hold the handle bare with my strong left hand and control the lever with my left thumb. When I am trying to walk while holding on to my four prong cane with my very, very, strong left arm and grabbing the handle bar with my strong left hand and taking a step with my left leg and foot then my right leg will automatically move and I have to concentrate real hard and I have to focus too. Because it is still hard for me and when I am taking a step with my right toes they do not curl down to the ground to support my weight so I would end up falling to the ground and getting so stitches in my head which will be no fun for me it is hard for me to walk at night too. But I can not make other people under stand that. That person have to live with a disabiliity like I am and it is so hard and I can not make some one see that I need a person that is not disable like I am. Being a person with a disability is kind of lonely and that is true and it got to do with what part of you brain got damage in the automobile accident. When I have the chance I always say to people look you know the telephone polls that is outside with those really, really, long telephone wires so that a person can call the other person from his or hers house know picture a guy with really, really, sharp wire cutter climbing a long latter and cutting a long wire in two half now it will be very hard to communication if you are going to tape or glue the wires together then the communication are going to be all blocked off it is just like a head-injury that follows a disability all of my communication from the left side of my brain to the right limbs of my body had been block off a long, long, time ago since I had my really bad car accident back when I were just two in a half year old when I were playing in my neighbor's year and a guy was kind of speeding in his car and then he had drove into the back of my head really, really, had with his car and I were drag under his bump then the force had through me seventy-two feet in a oak tree. Then I was in a hospital in a coma for eight weeks the only reason why I woke up is because I had saw something funny the baby sitter that was bouncing a ball on my little brother head, when I had saw it I were laugh and my mother looked at my father and she wonder what I were laughing at so she had called the doctor to tell him what I was do but the doctor did not believe my mother. But I am glad that I can not remember it. But my parents had been telling on how I had got my serious disability and a head-injury too. Back when I was head injured they did not have any information about head-injury like they do now. All I have to do look up some information about head-injury and brain-injury and I print those information out too. Like on Saturday October sixth 2018, morning at ten o:clock a.m they had a meeting at the Spaulding Rehab in Charlottetown a lady talked about art and how art is good when you are head-injured and there were about sixty people at Spaulding Rehab center and I had a great time later I rode in the great big van all of the way home. to my group home called the McLaughlin house in North Reading,
