Saturday, July 28, 2018
When I had arrived home from camp to the McLaughlin house I had thought that Debby were still in her bed room laying down on her bed. But a staff person had said that she was in the hospital because she were sick. But a few days had past until a guy had told me that Debby had died in the hospital and on Saturday July twenty first 2018, me and all of the residents and the staff people too had got loaded on the two vans that is outside in the drive way and we all had rode up to Calvary Christian Church up in Lynne field, where she use to go every Sunday with another disable guy that were in a electric wheelchair named Bruce Clark that had also lived at the McLaughlin house and then had died in the year of 2010 , while he were in the hospital. and Anthony Grarsso who had sat in a manual wheelchair also went to Calvary Christian Temple with Debby Tisa, and with Bruce Clark too. But there would be no where on the great big giant wide white van for me George Russo and Peter Chockrech, to go. So we had to stay back at the McLaughlin house. So a few hours later the vans had arrived at Calvary Christina Temple church. So in side of Calvary Christian church I were sitting in my wheelchair up front and all of Debbies family sat in the back of me and some staff people got to say all good things that they had remembered about Debby Tisa and I too had some things nice to say about Debby I had said how I remembered going to the dunking donuts restaurant every night through the years. The restaurant would be right across the parking lot from the McLaughlin house in North Reading, and Margie that were in a electric wheelchair too also had drove over to the dunking donuts restaurant every night too She had also died in the hospital in the year of 2016, Now I still would drive over to dunking donuts restaurant to get a coffee. But now I am the only one from the McLaughlin house that goes over to dunking donuts restaurant. Because some residents can not come with me because of their attitude problem. But they can go over to the dunking donuts if they are with a staff person and I feel lonely with no one to talk to. Some people that would walk inside the dunking donuts restaurant would not say hi how are you or what is your name or sit down to talk to me they just orders their food and leave I guess they don't know that they were being rude to me or they had never seen a disable person sitting on a four wheel dark red motor scooter before. But when I gets back home to the McLaughlin house I would wheel inside my bed room and I have got a lot of pictures on my bed room wall and some pictures is of me and Debbie, at the dunking donuts restaurant. And some pictures is of me and Bruce Clark, and Peter Choc-rack, and of Margy, But there are two pictures on my wall one of me and Earl and Anthony drinking a cup of coffee at the dunking donuts restaurant. And one picture of just me and Earl when we were at a camp called camp Hemlock that is down in Hebroon Connecticut for head injured people back in the year of 2000. But they all had past on now. So now I like to still going over to the dunking donuts Restaurant and now I had got a phone that I could go on the internet and watch different video's on while I am drinking my coffee at the dunking donuts restaurant but most of the time I do wish that I had someone to talk to when I am going over to the dunking donuts restaurant and that is true too. Like when I am going to my program every Monday, Wednesday and Friday I do have more people there to talk to now and When I am going to the Douglas house in Lexington for my work out. I have got people to talk to and when I go to church I have people to talk to. But when I use to come back to the McLaughlin house there were a resident named Peter Chockreck, that use to live here with me that also had died in the hospital. When I would arrive back at the house me and him would talk in his room and he would show me some things on his computer some days and I would invite him in my room some times to talk to or just to watch television with and Bruce Clark and Debby Tisa and I have gone on different activities and trips too. I can remember when we all had drove our own electric wheelchairs and me on my three big wheel dark blue motor scooter at that time over to the dunking donuts restaurant about every day and when we are in side of the dunking donuts restaurant we would order our coffees and then we would park at a table to drink our coffees and talk for a while too in side of the dunking donuts restaurant. Now they died it is kind of lonely. But I would still say hi to different people that would come in to the dunking donuts restaurant and I would carry a piece of paper in my coat pocket that have information about head-injury that I would read while I would have my four big wheel dark red motor scooter park at a table in side of the dunking donuts restaurant while I am drinking my coffee. When I have finished drinking my cup of coffee at the dunking donuts restaurant and I drive across the very long wide parking lot on my four big wheel dark red motor scooter and then I will driver my four big wheel dark red motor scooter into the garage to park my motor scooter then I would stand up and then I would sit down into my wheelchair then I would wheel into the McLaughlin house. But when I wheel in my wheelchair into the McLaughlin house I miss stopping in the bed room where Debby Tisa, had slept and say hi to her and just plain talk to her and I miss talking to Peter Chockreck, and Bruce Clark, to or Margy McDermott. But I had made those video's showing me talk to Debby, Margy, and Peter Chockreck and I am glad that I made those video's and then I would upload the video's to my facebook and my Youtube and even my twitter too. When I see Debby, Margie, Peter C and Bruce on my computer screen it is just like looking out a window but you can not open it to say hi how are you guys. Because they are on videos and they are in Heaven now. But it was great living with them and doing stuff together and going different places especially to a restaurant call dunking donuts and I have a few pictures in my bed room of Bruce Clark, Peter Chocrack, Margy and Debbie and I would look at those pictures every morning when I am getting up from my bed and I will see the pictures every night when I would go to sleep too so then I could remember them. And I can remember when I had arrived up at Gorden gym waiting to work out on the weights machines and I will look out the window and then I would see Margie and Peter C. drive up the very long cement ramp that was out side in their electric wheelchair they would go to Gorden gym two days for ten weeks with me and I had got some video;s on youtube and facebook too that I watch some days to remember too. When ever I go to the restaurant called dunking donuts I well look straight and straight a head of my eyes I see the great big square table with a lot of straws in a big cup and on the right side of the great big cup with a lot of straws in the big brown cup was a long napkin holder with a lot of napkins in it and parked in her great big electric wheelchair would be Margy and I would be sitting in my four wheel dark red motor scooter right in back of her. Because the table in the back of her were on my left side so it were easy for me because I could us my left side of my body only Margy was sitting in her electric wheelchair leaning on the great big table at the right because when she had her stroke she can only use her right especially she was next to the great big glass door. So she could say hi to a lot of people when they walk into the dunking donuts restaurant if she wanted too and I would say hi Margy how are you doing today? While I were drinking a coffee at the dunking donuts restaurant. Now I can not say hi no more. But when I pick some fruits and vegetables in the garden in the back yard I do not have to weary what Margy have to say because she is not here no more. Now I go to Calvary Christian Temple that is in Lynne field with Anthony Grasso but when I go to Anthonie's church with him I would leave my baseball helmet in my bed room. Because if I wear my helmet on the great big white van with Anthony he is just going to say to me what are you doing with my hat on give me my hat when it really belongs to me George Russo and it is called a base ball helmet or if you want to call it a hard hat you can call it a hard hat but I prefer base ball helmet because that is what it is a base ball helmet. So I would just leave my helmet in my bed room at the McLaughlin house in North Reading, And then when the driver drives the great big white van in the parking lot to drive me and Anthony to church I do not have to weary about Anthony bugging me about my helmet because I had left my helmet back at the McLaughlin house in my bed room
